I Am Afraid

November 20, 2018
I am afraid of you,
You make me feel as if I’m not good enough.
I am afraid of you,
I specifically use a different bathroom, so I don’t have to see you in the morning.
I am afraid of you,
I avoid places where I know you’ll be.
I am afraid of you,
You knock down my self confidence with the numbers you label me with.
I am afraid of you,
I step on you but then you find a way to make me feel worse than ever.
I am afraid of you,
You put societies perspective of me in front of my face.
I am afraid of you,
You are a scale on the bathroom floor.
Why am I afraid of you? Why do you evoke so much fear? Why do the numbers you give change how I see myself?
I should not be afraid of you,
But I am.